Before einstein's test, i had a long chat with yanteng.. arh.. i understand u a little bit more today le, bf!! haha.. anyways.. sometimes i also dunno if i'm right or wrong to think this way.. i am kinda envious when i see that some of ppl ard me can have so strong faith.. they have a purpose in their life and they are strong with their stand. how abt me? I do not have a stand. or rather my stand is not to have a stand. I have no purpose in life.. my life seems meaningless.. getting a degree, finding a job in the future.. that's all.. issit bec my way of thinking is wrong? i do not know.. Actually, i'm quite surprised how much i have changed in the last 6 or 7 years of my life.. i vaguely rmbed i was an idealist back then..also, my beliefs changed alot.. but then again, wat's so surprising.. nthg is constant anyways.. sometimes, its just so complicated.. i think i can't comprehend all these with my bimbotic mind.. i can easily brush these thoughts away and choose not to think abt it. After all, there are enough things to keep me busy alr.. and my life isn't totally meaningless anyway.. its up to myself to decide whether my life is or is not meaningful. i can rmb incidents in my life that made me treasure and cherish family and friendship alot.. i still do.. these will be things in life that keep me going=D 

not sure if i'm making sense up there.. guess my command of language is still as poor as ever.. haa.. 

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