i am totally disgusted at how i wasted my time away!!!

argh..

another fav song=)

梁山伯与茱丽叶
词 曲:曹格
专辑:习惯

我的心唱首歌给你听
歌词是如此的甜蜜
可是我害羞我没有勇气
对你说一句我爱你

为什么你还是不言不语
难道(是)你不懂我的心
不管你用什么方式表明
我会对你说我愿意
千言万语里
只有一句话能
表白我的心
千言万语里
只有一句话就
能够让我们相偎相依

我爱你你是我的茱丽叶
茱丽叶
我愿意变成你的粱山伯
幸福的每一天
浪漫的每一夜
把爱
永远
不放开
i love you
我爱你你是我的罗密欧
罗密欧
我愿意变成你的祝英台
幸福的每一天
浪漫的每一夜
美丽的爱情祝福着未来

为什么你还是不言不语
不言不语
难道是你不懂我的心
不管你用什么方式表明
我会对你说我愿意

nthg nthg...

yduamepawstgetstwiaatouummscily@$#$%!#5

feeling rubbishy.. so wrote some rubbish!!

3 more papers..

i dun wanna take the exams =( feel super unprepared..

sobz sobz..

holidays quick come..

oooh.. now everyday i go wls lib to study.. but though i stay there from morning till nite, din manage to study alot lehz.. haha.. i think i am digging my own grave=S so near exams le yet i am not having the sense of urgency.. actualli i am quite afraid.. but juz cannot conc well..

anyway.. feeling quite happy=) though i think i wun do well in exams.. sigh sigh.. next sem i wanna be a mugger!! haha.. i always say tt.. but obviously i dun do wat i say...hahahaha..

woooooooo... to everyone having exams.. Good luck and jiayou!!

looking forward to after exams=)

sigh sigh sigh..

this juz shows how little a pea-sized brain can do.. haha.. so wat to do?

this is bad.. my moody season is back.. kinda irritated last nite... then today.. woke up so late.. tried some programming.. CANNOT SOLVE LAR.. i juz wanna complain.. so sian so sian so sian.. y the questions are so difficult.. my pea-size brain cannot work out the algorithm la... grrrr... I DUN WANNA DO ANYTHING.. i juz wanna do nthg now.. BOOHOO... the day is gg to end soon and i have done nthg constructive again.. #%$%^&&@!%

nvm.. i have something to look forward to.. later gg to talk to xl bs and ye on skype.. YAY!

but i still feel veri irritated tt i din do anything constructive today..

anyway.. my sis bought a veri cute speaker!!! its piglet!!! my fav~~



can plug to mp3 player or pc wo.. so cccuuuttteee...

i dun wan to go back to study.. i wanna slack.. i wanna slack.. i dun wanna study..

hahah... NO!! I MUST STUDY (hopefully... hahahahahhaha)

one week passed... i still quite slack.. i attempted to mug alr but not veri successful.. at least i did my tutorials on time.. but revision wise still not yet.. and next wed is practical exam alr... will die!!! the past yr questions are so hard.. i think i need at least 3 hrs to write the skeleton out.. hahaha.. i'm juz slow in thinking and my brain sometimes juz refuse to think.. and all the variables and loops will be jumbled up in my mind.. but i will try my best ba.. if realli flop then oso no choice le ba..

exams are juz round the corner!! everyone is getting stressed up le.. includes me!! but must rmb to take care during this period of time.. dun stress until break down.. when u feel too uptight, stop for a rest!! juz like wat i'm doing now.. my rest is usually a few hrs long.. HAHAHA.. i shud not be so slack.. how many times have i said this?? hahahaha...

it had been quite a while since i so late then sleep le.. i have been sleeping alot lately but still feel tired easily in sch.. hahahaz.. guess i'm juz a pig! oink~

i can say i wasted my weekend away.. i wanted to do some studying and start being a mugger.. but i failed again.. i simply juz dun have the self-discipline to study.. and i oso have no self-discipline to exercise-_- i pon dance, i dun wanna go out with friends, juz to stay at home to study.. but i ended up slacking.. wah.. i shud slap myself la..

but nvm.. at least i'm happy to receive email from xl and i talk to boonshan tog with ye.. tt's the onli gd thing abt my weekend..
well think i shud include another gd thing.. i watch kogepan on youtube.. its so cute la.. its kinda sad tt it is a burnt bun.. i dun realli understand wat the anime is trying to tell us.. coz kogepan is a sad bun.. but he has friends ard him.. the last episode say something abt the buns breathing, burnt or pretty, its a sign tt they exist, and that is something worth being happy abt..

we all exist in world.. we can't juz disappear.. life still goes on.. maybe some things juz hafta happen.. there maybe things we can learn from it.. a blessing in disguise?? i experienced tt b4.. when terrible things happen, we shud stop and think, yes we lost some things, but maybe we gain some things too? think abt the things u have in life.. family and friends.. i think tt is most important.. if u have family and friends who care abt u, u shud be happy abt it.. even if u are still unsatisfied or upset with other aspects of ur life, ur life is still worth living because there are ppl who care for u.. so when u think tt u sux or ur life sux, think again, u can make urself dun sux or make ur life less sucky by treasuring those ppl ard u.. a postive attitude is realli the key to happiness in life.. btw it is veri normal for us to feel upset over certain things.. its impt to give urself time to get over it.. it takes time so dun be impatient..

i dunno whether i am making sense.. but if u are depressed and happen to read my blog.. hope u will be more optimistic when dealing with problems in life=)

this is my fav song now..