my moody had been heavy since last nite.. juz an unexplained feeling.. ah pek was saying he felt kinda lost.. he'll always get this feeling after exams.. well our exams ain't exactly over yet.. but i see it as over alr=P anyways.. felt the same way too.. i felt so sian.. at least last yr, i found something exciting to do.. tt was piercing!~ but i got rid of it alr, coz the little skin left was diminishing-_- maybe because last yr i wasn't deprived for such a long time, so i had the urge to go and play and all tt immediately after exams.. this time round, i dun feel anything.. no excitement.. maybe juz felt relief that all the shit is over.. ok.. one more shit ctw i got to deal with on wed..

hm.. juz wanna say something.. in life, each of us have our own troubles, our own low times.. but we got to be strong and believe we can solve our problems, if not accept and live with it.. think of what u can do to change things for the better.. believe tt u can change things.. but need to give urself time for the change.. of coz sometimes things are not perfect, so u need to take things easy along the way.. stay positive.. i noe its easier said than done.. u probably tried but failed many times.. u can be sad abt it but after tt, rmb to pick urself up and move on.. failing many times doesn't mean u'll not succeed.. perhaps when u think tt ur life sucks, think again.. does it realli suck?? do u realise how fortunate u are? even if u are feeling like shit, i can tell u, someone else is probably feeling even shittier than u now.. its our own perception tt will determine the way we live, our attitudes in life.. u have the power to choose the way u want to live!

do i sound silly saying all these?? juz felt like saying all tt ya??