hehe.. was reading pooh's blog..who will you turn to if you have a deep dark secret to tell? my ans is noone!! haha.. i think if the secret is so deep and dark, i wouldn't tell anyone.. not because i dun trust anyone, but because its so private tt i refuse to let anyone know.. in the past, i did not like to let anyone know of my secrets.. not juz secrets, there were alot of things i wanna discuss with ppl.. but i din dare to.. i was afraid of letting ppl noe my thoughts.. i was afraid tt they will criticise my way of thinking.. now i am abit more open to discuss certain stuff with friends.. i'm more willing to talk abt my opinions, my feelings.. but still there are certain things i dun like to let ppl noe.. not because i dun trust them to keep my secrets.. but because i feel paiseh to let them noe.. i'm such a shy person(roll eyes.. like real.. hehe)

i think i trust ppl too easily.. sometimes quite naive.. i can trust a person even though i dunno him or her veri well.. so if my friends lie to me or cheat me, i probably wun realise until much later.. so i should stop being a stupid girl and believe in everything ppl say, esp ppl i am not close to.. because ppl dun always mean wat they say.. ppl can make empty promises.. but i can say i trust my close friends completely.. haha.. i need to be smarter!~!