i can say i wasted my weekend away.. i wanted to do some studying and start being a mugger.. but i failed again.. i simply juz dun have the self-discipline to study.. and i oso have no self-discipline to exercise-_- i pon dance, i dun wanna go out with friends, juz to stay at home to study.. but i ended up slacking.. wah.. i shud slap myself la..

but nvm.. at least i'm happy to receive email from xl and i talk to boonshan tog with ye.. tt's the onli gd thing abt my weekend..
well think i shud include another gd thing.. i watch kogepan on youtube.. its so cute la.. its kinda sad tt it is a burnt bun.. i dun realli understand wat the anime is trying to tell us.. coz kogepan is a sad bun.. but he has friends ard him.. the last episode say something abt the buns breathing, burnt or pretty, its a sign tt they exist, and that is something worth being happy abt..

we all exist in world.. we can't juz disappear.. life still goes on.. maybe some things juz hafta happen.. there maybe things we can learn from it.. a blessing in disguise?? i experienced tt b4.. when terrible things happen, we shud stop and think, yes we lost some things, but maybe we gain some things too? think abt the things u have in life.. family and friends.. i think tt is most important.. if u have family and friends who care abt u, u shud be happy abt it.. even if u are still unsatisfied or upset with other aspects of ur life, ur life is still worth living because there are ppl who care for u.. so when u think tt u sux or ur life sux, think again, u can make urself dun sux or make ur life less sucky by treasuring those ppl ard u.. a postive attitude is realli the key to happiness in life.. btw it is veri normal for us to feel upset over certain things.. its impt to give urself time to get over it.. it takes time so dun be impatient..

i dunno whether i am making sense.. but if u are depressed and happen to read my blog.. hope u will be more optimistic when dealing with problems in life=)